Almost all together...

This year the Holidays were very special. For thanksgiving we were up in maryland and had the chance to see my in-laws and the whole family was together... Sat. night, Jess and Bryan came over for dinner along with Brendon and the girls. It was so nice to have all the cousins together and to visit with everyone.

Then for Christmas we stayed home this year. For the first time in over 4 years all 6 Moylan/Ainsworth siblings were together. Along with spouses and children. It was hectic, busy and loud great to have everyone together again.

That is all but one...

Once again, it was so hard see all the kids together and take pictures... knowing there was one missing. Things were so incomplete this year... yet it was the new trend of what life will be like from here on out.

That's a hard fact to swallow.

I hate that Brayden is not here.

I hate that so many of his cousins, will never know him.

I hate that Elliana will only know the big brother in pictures and stories we tell.

I hate that family pictures and grandkids pictures will never be complete....

As much as we enjoy being together and I hope that we have more memories like this one where we all get together...

we will always be almost all together...

Love you Baby boy... you will live on forever in our hearts; but life, Holidays, and family will never be the same without you here.